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[Nov. 26th, 2009|05:11 am] |
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Horoscope from facebook for 25th November 2009.
With so much emphasis on relationships these days, Leo, you may not have been getting the kind of self-directed caring that you deserve. Consequently the planets have aligned to make a pattern of revitalization and sustenance for you. Today you need to take care of your own needs, and try to smile inwardly, to smile within your heart instead of just the face. Do something for yourself, even if it is only enjoying a catalog full of things you like to look at. Today needs to be about things that sustain you.
When I read it, I was like, uh okay. Pretty true. Ahas. Went to work as usual, was pretty much happy today. I believed I played my role well today. I drank, I had fun, I did my part. (: Planned to head to Zinc, and a little conflict arised. But it was something minor, and it has been solved.
ANYWAY, I did went to Zinc. Brell was there too! Gosh, she cut her hair. Almost couldn't recognise her. 555! Zinc as usual, was bustling with the overwhelming crowd. I saw Max. And we danced foxy. Memories flashed back as though I as flipping through the pages of a book. It was nostalgic, I missed those days so much. Danny appeared in Zinc! And it shocked me, but his appearance is insignificant. I tugged on Max, and asked him if he was happy. He hesistated for a second and nodded in agreement. And we both smiled. We exchanged glances sometimes, but it probably was meaningless. I didn't cry like before, is it because my tears has dried up or that he doesn't affect me like before? I can't answer. I only know that, from the bottom of my heart, I cannot deny the fact that I very much want to turn back the hands of time. It's been a while since I felt this way. Anyway, before I left, I spoke to him again. It was Zinc's last day, I told him that if he's really happy, I would be too. I gave him my regards, and asked him not to forget the times we had. He nodded.
Deep in my heart, I chose to believe him with all my heart despite all the rumors I've heard, and all the things people badmouthed him. I chose to believe that he has his reasons for his actions, and our parting was probably for the better. That he chose to hurt me now, rather than in the future. All in all, I loved him for who he was and chose to believe him regardlessly. That small torch is still burning within the depts of my heart. And I went home before the rest. I went online and checked my facebook's horoscope. Guess what. lol.
Horoscope from facebook for 26th November 2009.
You may make a special effort to show someone your appreciation today, Leo, and if you do, it looks like you have put plenty of research, so that your efforts are right on the mark and make a deep impression. Your old fascination with danger may be affecting you in some way today, but it isn't a good idea to lean on others too hard in your drive to gain. You don't want to appear selfish or overbearing today, word could get back to others whose current opinion of you is high, and may not be after a story like that.
What can I say? Love throws you off the ground. It makes one loses one's control over ownself. Rationality does not play a part when it comes to love. It induces illogical solution to alleviate the pain one is suffering. Expect the unexpected. Look forward to the unthinkable, and before you know it, you're hopelessly head over heels. Love never warns when strucked. Beware of the bittersweet sensation you indulge in. However, what doesn't kills only makes you stronger. It's your choice, your decision overall. Stand strong and do not succumb to the cheap thrills you're tempted to.
All in all, I fucking miss him but I will fucking get over it. Because I know I have to. Today will be the last day that I see him.
Sayonara daisuki na hito. |
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